Friday, March 30, 2007

And there is senseless photography..
and there is something called 'ME'


There was this blue sky..
A setting sun piercing this huge shadow ...
That enveloping tree..
Gazing eyes belonged to me ..
The branches swayed and shadows shifted...
Seiving the rays of gold with glee..

And there is senseless photography..
and there is something called 'ME'



Kinda amateurish .. isn't it..

......... just a random click (click click)

.. .. and a random scribble..(scribble scribble ) :)

cheers ..
CP

Friday, March 16, 2007

SO ... HAVE YOU FOUND YOUR NEMO ? !




And that's when I knew 'It ' had started . And that's how she came to know of my intrigue . An intrigue that was to seep into my fortress and weaken the stolidity that I was so proud of . .. An intrigue that was to have a lasting effect on me . For a long long time to come.
I had thought of my self as a sensible person.I still am ..to an extent , I think ... Errr, Ummm . But as days passed by, I seemed so opposite of what I had pictured myself to be .I began to appear to myself a lot like Brendan Fraser in Bedazzled . ( Yeah Right! .. Go fly a kite ! ). No ?
Not the hunk Brendan. The overly sentimental guy on the beach ! . Yeah Yeah .. the sentimental philosophical poetShe said that later too !.
Well I was all Butterflies and music and dance .
There was always a freshness around me that only a brain drowned in oxytoxin can exhibit !
"So ... Have you found your Nemo ? " . I quizzed her. An eager puppy with my tail tucked between my legs. I wonder now, How was I able to speak clear and concise english. With her presence only a feet away. I walked across and took my position on her friend's other side. A precaution because I feared those slender bright ivory coloured hands that could really give a stinging slap on the face. But more than the enchanting slap, It was the sharp witty verbal assault she was known to possess. I was witness to it myself. A couple of poor souls slaughtered within a few moments. I feared my predicament end in a similar fashion. Yes ! She could so do that .
But Surprise ! Surprise . she didn't ! ????? . Was I sensing something here . She raised her right eyebrow high ! :) looked straight into mine...(wweeeaaakk !!). There was a coldness in her eyes shouting "Back off", yet the pupils dilated to a galactic enormity .. they suddenly werent threatening .. and everthing seemed all the more confusing.Suddenly her eyes twitched at the corners and she broke her gaze. She glanced ahead and looked down as we walked out of the college canteen. This was so not her. She was silent. She would always complain of the crappy food. I sensed i was treading on thin ice. I dropped the topic.
Next day . Luch time.Her classes got over. I had made my pal wait for it .We looked like jokers reading the bulletin board for an hour . The bell rang , It was some kind of a special day for the class. All the girls were looking their best in sarees. And she , an angel in white-lavender with embriodery saree. Gosh !. we walked behind them to the canteen. keeping our distance. Lest their guys looking like tied puppets get suspicious. We took up a table fifteen paces away from hers. Enough to gimme a glimpse of her eyelashes now and then. I didn't realise my pal was gorging on all the pickled rice i had got for myself from home. And the fryums I so loved . That morning , She had caught me admiring her when I was boarding the bus. I had tripped on the landing and almost fell at her feet. Which had ultimately happened.
Another day , I saw her friend standing in the canteen. Alone. I walked upto her. I felt much saner in her sweet and assuring presence .
"Hey .. Wassup"
"Nuffin " . She gave a broad smile. A mischievious one at that.Her sly smile told me of a slight awareness of the state of affairs happening around .A minute and I am running out of topics to talk about. And in walks 'you know who' .My tongue drops dead. ARched eyebrows. sparkling eyes. And after a minute of her enjoying my red face and tongue tied semi solid state....
"Hey .. Wassup ?"
and I Go...
" SO...im fine.. Came down to the canteen to have Dinner .. DAmn (!#@$@!#%@$@#$@#)..errr Lunch !.. jus finished it...
My friend went hungry that day !
So.. you ladies came for Lunch too ??? "
( !@#$$ for heaven's sake .. that was the Canteen ! ) .
Humph !! ..
Every one within a earshot covered their mouth .. and I head a muffled sound .
My pal turns away as if he does'nt know me.
Well .. Ok .. See ya later . Say Hello To your NEMO from me !! "
( WHAT !!!!!!.. where did that come from ! )
I saw the smile drop , the jaw open in absurdity and eyebrows lock in a serios frown . ! I turned around and almost ran away.
( I had come to know of her assignment in a class. she had designed a pink web application prompting the users to search for nemo .. Finding Nemo ! :P )
PS: Maybe it all started with the way she did her hair....In the Break !!



CP: .......... As told to me by my friend , confidante and Mentor ,wid his inputs and tweaks .. Lov you dude.. !

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

"WAY BACK TO LOVE !..." MUSIC n LYRICS





LYRICS :

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end


Honestly , This is second OST featuring Hugh Grant that I have fallen in love with.
The Siplicity of the lyrics .. the poetry, and the homely melody of the whole package(like a friend says.. LOL its got the whole package !)
And Like the Movie emphasises.. songs are like relationships. The Music builds the initial beauty and anticipation, the attraction which is so essential. And the Lyrics are the underlying emotions.. the hidden factors.. the sensitivities . And thats what music and lyrics are all about. . A relationship !

Enjoy .. This is a LOVELY MOVIE.. soft and slow ... meaningful :)

lov CP

Monday, March 12, 2007

MY CELEBRITY LOOK'ALIKES !!


Ohh Yes ! Ladies and Gentlemen Boys and Girls !!. Welcome to the circus ! :)

Just the other day one of my friend, handed me this website/online tool link ,which would make a comparision of your photograph with thousands of celebrities , and finally come up with a few celebrities resembling you!.

Sounds fun right. You bet. Apparently , my friend's results were 'pretty' and satisfying :P . And yeah, I did have that skepticism of anything and everything 'Online' .( Ultimately, in the end ..finally .. blah blah . .I tasted my foot in my mouth . :) )

Suddenly
! "BE A MAN !! " I hear something . " Be a Man !"
I hear Russel Peters challenging me to try it . So I did. A thousand times . And Trust me people, I have never laughed at myself so much .

I tried like FIFTEEN ( thats 15) snaps of mine to get a decent resemblance to some celebrity some where in this forsaken world. But NO!. Not a Chance!! I guess people resembling me obviously arent supposed to be famous..nor are they ever supposed to . Sigh !

Well I Cant put all of them. The celebrities , if ever they visit this page might go berserk in the likes of Britney spears .She has truly gone bonkers ! well any ways yes ! I was going bonkers too ..watching my lookalikes .. wondering if it was really me..

Chris Tucker ! WHOA !!
Ricky Martin ! er... :) !
Henry Belafonte ! ( ???)
NICK ..someone !!!( NUTS !! )

Justin does me some justice ! :)






Some MORE ... SERENA WILLIAMS !!!! .. !@#$@%!#@$@#$ ..
I feel like an Australopethicus !.. and YEAH... Probabli all these gorgeos people will feel like killin themselves seeing THIS pic of mine . Nevermind ..





Ok Here are some more !! Knock yourself out .

CARL LEWIS !! (God , have mercy on me !!)
BOW WOW and SAMUEL JACKSON !! ( GULP )
Some Chinky babe !! .. I look like a chinky babe ! Ahem ! ( Ahem ,Kriss stay away ..)
John lennon !, Maradonna ! ( Now we're talkin :) ) And by the way.. Its not Madonna , It is Diego Maradona(Ding ! the soccer legend !) only for those who mishtook it :P.

75 % Tyler Hansbro.. WHO !!

http://www.myheritage.com


Ok .. Fine .. Y doesnt my reader let me know .. who is the best i look like .. from amongst all above :)

Friday, March 09, 2007

SO NEAR ..YET SO FAR ! ( A POEM)

I feel, your every arrival ..
On receipt of the news
My face lights up with the very thought
My heart bathes in varied hues
A sense of wholeness filles up in me ...
To think that I would breathe the air that you breathe.

I reach to catch a glimpse of you in flesh and blood
Anticipation in my eyes,as i wait in the lounge,
I am already deafened by the sound of loud thuds inside me
Into a blank space I stare ...,A blank wall , a blind turn
I wonder if this is a dream; are you really there?
Is it really you, ? Can it be True?

Whispers and murmurs,Hi's and Hello's, steps approaching ,
That which rests in my bosom knows no bounds, it’s racing.
Just around the corner you finally appear,
Traveller's tear.. yet such a sparkle I swear !
I welcome you with a warm gaze and a deep revere,
A sea of mortals screaming and pushing
Receiving you this way is quite saddening
I only wish I could tell you, but dont want to, u'd understand
I am just among them Not one of them!

You look my way and wave your hand
Takes my breath away;
my imagination getting as stupid as it can
Then you throw away a flying kiss
Fluttering towards me, on my forehead it sits
You touched my soul in your own special way
Dare I think I’ll recover from your spell? Nay!

And that’s when I realize
My state of affairs; so sad and yet joyous they are…
You are so near and yet so far !

Saturday, March 03, 2007

AN EPIC LIFE : The Heady Adolescence (POEM ..continued)

Add another 10 years,
Tethered bliss, tons of do's and don'ts
Who cares
When them elders blare .. we WONT !
Aims and aspirations,
idols , peers , heroes , girls , guys , fun.
endless joys of reckless unfruitful years.
Sparks of physics just ignited..
physics of puberty slightly enlightened. !
Damn still not learnt ..
the purpose.. the curiosity kindles,
Trifle was the interest
Still a shackled prisoner,
trapped in the endearing entwines of teens
And it laughs , laughs at us,
that mocking laughter, sneers of sarcasm,
the prisoner within me, the soul...
cannot comprehend these ironic spasms.