This unfamiliar .. This never before


This unfamiliar .. this never before,
this shaking of the hand..
This shiver of coldness.. and its encore,
this loss of thought,the loss of cognition
This emptiness within wherever i stand.

That something.., i for so long.. so fabled,
That strength, that pride, weakened and i humbled
That scary spineless shudders I shuddered,
That life not so mine , and hers too i embittered.

..chakrapani