Breathing you !

yeah
so there are lies
there are missunderstandings
simple things i shall not miss ..
when breakfast burns i shall kiss
your hands , for you tried
..your best to feed me, yet it over fried
my absentia doesn't drive you nuts

but a certain calmness
needs to n will go on
coz i..
i'd come back to you ,
in your guts
u'd feel relieved
coz i live
and i exist
and that acknowledgement
is enough in its wonderment
knowing you
is in a sense
breathing you
and breathing with you..


CP

Just let me be !


Doubled mind ..troubled behind
with split times ..n split vices
my time and tide ..in a rewind.
envenomed gifts.. asphyxiated vows
high in the tower of an ignorant tree
I see, what it looks like..to be me !

Angered breath,miffed eyes
cautious tread and stifled cries
fearing 'duncity'..my numbness grows
viced words n..gnarled brows
Wrapped in my fortress of frivolity
I see, what a cheek .. I can be !


cant let go , not right now ,
cant you see...no room to grow
stepping out .. now i know ,
this cocooned me ,in my glee
I see,What it feels like.. to be me !

in my safety,preserve me,
in my amber warmth,fossilize me
with my erudition,crucify me
and till they dig me up, remnants and all..
just let me be !