Breathing you !

yeah
so there are lies
there are missunderstandings
simple things i shall not miss ..
when breakfast burns i shall kiss
your hands , for you tried
..your best to feed me, yet it over fried
my absentia doesn't drive you nuts

but a certain calmness
needs to n will go on
coz i..
i'd come back to you ,
in your guts
u'd feel relieved
coz i live
and i exist
and that acknowledgement
is enough in its wonderment
knowing you
is in a sense
breathing you
and breathing with you..


CP

Just let me be !


Doubled mind ..troubled behind
with split times ..n split vices
my time and tide ..in a rewind.
envenomed gifts.. asphyxiated vows
high in the tower of an ignorant tree
I see, what it looks like..to be me !

Angered breath,miffed eyes
cautious tread and stifled cries
fearing 'duncity'..my numbness grows
viced words n..gnarled brows
Wrapped in my fortress of frivolity
I see, what a cheek .. I can be !


cant let go , not right now ,
cant you see...no room to grow
stepping out .. now i know ,
this cocooned me ,in my glee
I see,What it feels like.. to be me !

in my safety,preserve me,
in my amber warmth,fossilize me
with my erudition,crucify me
and till they dig me up, remnants and all..
just let me be !

Coz Your twinkle is a steal !

why undo why break
when nothing is tethered
how does one free pain... See more
when its as personal as can be
for it gives the meaning true
to joy and thoughful gain

Why climb a cliff
when one can take u high
why reach for the sun
for you are shining brighter,,
than the big one in the sky

Follies are must
for there has to be a line
between piety and lust
how else would one learn
through burnt fingers..
of wht drives another
whether it be intelligence
or just a stagnant churn

everybody loves freedom
what they dont reveal
is a desire to be bound

But when tressia talks
and when a seagull flies
jonathan agrees

that when a war's on
there is no time for wounds to heal
one grits the teeth ..drops the steel
and lives life.. for a pixie's twinkle is a steal !

Need for Ashnah !


Little Girl ..
Little Joy ..
Smitten girl ..
Smitten boy..

Tall as the tree ,
Chinky eyes..
Taller than the tree,
Smiling wise..

Take me high
Bring me a change
Gift me a life..
Be Strong..

See her.. joyous highs
See Ashnah, sparkling eyes
Let her be the strength
In our separate lives

Cheers... Chakrapani

POSSESSION


An angel Questioned..
little eyes twinkling,Chinky eyed...
"Have I possessed you yet ?"
She smiled...,I gazed away
No , I lied,
"A lot more ..you would need to try."
I Hid my face and my eye !

"Huh !" she moaned.
In her dejected sweetness ,
Tethering her frown,
she dropped her brow.
Lifting her moist eyes ,
she subdued her surmise.

"And have you possessed me ?"
She asked I.Scyllian tresses flying..
"I'm not there yet "
gazing away, says I..
Snapping knuckles and a fake fret.
"How long would you take to get.. ?"
"I don't know..I've sort of resigned...
sulking
in a past's dragnet !"

Little did she realize..
My stupid pride and and fake lies..
She already had me,
And i wasn't even close yet !
In the palm of her hand
in the depth of her mind.
I plunged into this headlong..
this entrapment of an emotional grind !

Im still here,
Too late..she's gone.
Gone with her are her bye's
I hear one republic..
"Its too late to apologize"

.. chakrapani